Summary: When Dean disappears on a hunt, the last thing Sam expects is the help of another psychic in trying to find him. The search doesn't go well, and when Dean walks back into his life, it's with news that tears the world out from under them both.
Reasons for Reccing: This story is so incredibly messy, much like Sam and Dean. A case could be made that it's mpreg, although I don't see where the author warned for that. In the interest of full disclosure, I wanted to throw that out there. As someone who does not like mpreg, I read this story and enjoyed it. Maybe genderswap that doesn't stick is a better way to word it. I have no idea - the story is complicated, and I don't want to warn anyone anyway. In the end, a heartbreaking angst-fest that remains true to the characters. There's a glimmer of hope that canon sometimes doesn't give us, but Sam and Dean definitely have to work for it first.