Summary: John finds out from the telly.
Reasons for Reccing: This story is messy, complicated and completely twisted in parts. It's raw and achingly painful, and written in a way that I could definitely see it if John wasn't as supposedly well adjusted as we see him on the show. I felt like I was watching in a movie in my head rather than reading words on a screen. Be sure to read the warnings carefully. It's definitely not everyone's cup of tea, and the author makes no bones about that. Although it was emotional and sometimes I felt like walking on broken glass, it was also hopeful, intelligent, and amazingly well written. If you're up for something different, take a stroll on the wild side and read this story.